i will persevere

Don't know why I am in such a weird mood now... I just have zero mood to do work...or anything else. There's like... this huge 'stone' choked up my throat or breathing tube *sorry for the bad description, never a bio-genius*

So what's wrong with me?

It's so scary that there's only like 4 weeks more to go before my semester as an upperclassmen ends! Am I going to screw up my GPA this sem?!? NO... I cannot let that happen! haha...against my principles. Somehow, I know that I'm going to make it past my expectations... But how?!? I'm not even studying right now! Maybe I'm being too optimistic about my own abilities... haha

Does my 6th sense work? You know...I always thought I have an awfully good 6th sense about what people are thinking. I always can tell if my good friends are unhappy or there's something wrong with my friends even if they don't say it. Or whether someone's irritating, whether that's a decent guy to get to know... But sometimes... just sometimes... I wonder if I can really trust my 6th sense and follow my heart anymore. I mean... this world is getting so much more complicated.

*Actually, the world is not getting complicated. It's just I'm slowly being exposed to the complicated-ness of the world*

Hopefully writing is a way to help me get out of this bad-thinking loop. I'll be fine. Things will all go fine.

"Take things easy & just do what I want... There's nothing to fear"

So cheezy! hahah... it's all an experience right? *SMILEZ*

For those of you who got even more confused after reading this... haha I'm sorry. I hope I can explain soon=D